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sometimes I wonder if I need to spend more time in my own energy field rather than dipping into other stuff
This is a valid point, one that requires a definite, conscious balance. In my case, I became literally unable to comprehend information from external sources. I experience what I can only describe as “psychic scramble” which disables my ability to understand or grasp information from external sources. This began at the inception of NEI to where I can no longer take anything IN because so much information is coming OUT…piped thru me from the Christ teachings. This is one of the negative side effects I experienced on my return to the Spiritual (Father) Monad.
