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Hi Lyrane…thank you for sharing this so openly.
(Please note that I had your update moved to the private Insights & Support forum where I could address this more directly)
What you’re describing is not uncommon…and yes, if left unaddressed/unintegrated, the intensity can increase as your light does…but it’s important to clarify something that will support your embodiment:
As intense as these experiences can be, know that the “attacks” are not something happening to you from the outside…it is something arising within you that is asking to be integrated.
As more Light enters the system, anything that has not yet been fully reconciled within the body & nervous system only intensifies until resolved. This can feel intrusive, overwhelming…and yes, even hostile at times…but to overcome it, it is vital to understand that these energies are not separate from you.
To be clear, these are remaining shadow aspects seeking resolution, not resistance…places within you that are asking to be Loved back together again. They cant be wished away, pushed away or run away from…they must be met, faced & felt.
The fact that you’ve done a lot of clearing work matters, but keep in mind that clearing and integration are not the same thing. If these experiences are still present, it means there are aspects that haven’t been fully integrated into the body yet.
Know too that if there were still something external with power over you, merger with your Oversoul Monad would not be possible.
So the persistence of these experiences is not evidence of ongoing attack…meaning, you’re not being “targeted by the dark forces”…it’s simply an indication that there are still parts of YOU (the multidimensional Self) self seeking inclusion, stabilization & safety within your body.
Ultimately, what these energies are asking of you is a reclamation of your power within your own field.
The shift here is subtle but essential:
Instead of relating to these experiences as something to defend against or endure, the invitation is to begin leaning into them…meeting them as parts of your own field that have not yet been fully seen/received/acknowledged/healed.
This doesn’t mean agreeing with the experiences…it means allowing the body to soften its resistance to them so they can reorganize. Sleep disruption, intensity & heightened sensitivity typically accompany this phase, especially when the system is still learning how to hold higher levels of current.
It may also be helpful to know that Mars in Aries (until mid-May) amplifies the call to reclaim your power…bringing anything unresolved to the surface more directly…and loudly…where it can no longer be avoided. And with Mercury (the human mind) sextiling Uranus (the higher mind) today, you’re right on time…the moment is ripe to view this thru that expanded lens.
Keep it simple:
- return to the body
- reduce the need to interpret
- gently reorient from protection…to inclusion.
That’s where & when the pressure begins to resolve. 💗
