Reply To: What does stepping out (Matrix) mean for us

[Lauren]

Hi Nabila! I think it’s great that we are all starting to be able to fill the last pieces of our puzzle and getting to that point where we can complete and let go finally. We need all our pieces to do this, and have that moment where our entire cycle/experience finally makes sense. I also like the signs we are giving ourselves to help us complete this cycle. Like the pelican for you and what it meant for you, your life and your experience. I too had one in the last two days and ironically mine came from my silly landlord example that I gave at the beginning of this post. In the grand scheme of things not a big issue/matter but it gave me exactly what I needed to complete my cycle and move forward. Yesterday my landlord cut my electricity (POWER) off, very deliberately. After stewing for nearly two hours with no POWER and feeling POWERLESS, feeling sick to my stomach, not wanting the confrontation etc, something in me suddenly snapped and I was like “NO ONE WILL EVER TAKE MY POWER AGAIN, I WILL NOT LET ANYONE SWITCH ME OFF AGAIN, EVER!” And the entire situation flipped. I walked into their property, switched my power back on, and I got up this morning walked to their house and made them sign my paperwork. I did not engage, I did not get emotional, I simply handed the paperwork over, and showed them where to sign. It felt amazing! Tomorrow I am taking some further action to ensure the situation does not slip further and then I’m packing and getting out of here! Goodbye house, Goodbye old life, Goodbye service mission 1. I walk into my New, power intact, forcefield up, and a never EVER again attitude. I’ve said what I needed to say (through this post), I completed my story, now I’m ready to figure out how to Step Out into this new life whatever that’s going to mean and ready to plug into my new and now available power source. Oh and I’m very, VERY READY for my masculine counterpart, and I’m not talking energetically. I want me a Real, True and Balanced man, and he better watch out cause my lost feminine is now very, very much intact 😮.